Stress and Stress Management Post-TBI

Has anyone had TBI from ECT? So much of what others have posted is just like what I go through. Was an Executive Assistant for more than 30 years. Loved being the "go to" person to find answers for people. Battled major depression and PTSD so they did 16 treatments and I have not been able to work in 7 years. Never drank or took illegal drugs (nor abused prescription meds). Since childhood work was my "drug of choice". Cant figure how to organize, cannot finish most of what I start. Husband and best friend of 23 years divorced me 4 years ago because he grew to resent the "shell" that stole his precious MJF. Before ECT CT scan showed more dark space than should have been there for a woman in 40's. IQ and psych eval showed me at high to superior even though was in depression. They stopped ECT and never followed up with another eval because I think they knew I was a babbling idiot then. They wouldnt return calls because i wasnt a positive statistic. Memory has no rhyme or reason, cannot control emotions, nightmares every night, and get so stressed over little things at which point I get totally frazzled and have a "fall apart". It destroyed my life. I try to accept my limitations. Doctors dont think ECT was cause but no one wants to find out reason. Medicare is helpful but doctors definately treat you different. I know there is something wrong with my brain but no one believes me.

My TBI was not properly diagnosed for 12 years after the accident. I have dealt with, been inflicted by just about every known condition caused by TBI. Ever since the accident I experience migraines with visual disturbances. These disturbances started off small a blue and white barber pool in the middle of my vision. With the added stress the visual anomalies increased to the point of total loss of vision. First Dr. response you are just stressed because your shop has been closed down and now you have to get a new job and move move, ect.. bla bla.
I get a job with the same company in a different state. Make the move get settled in. Pressures at the job mount. Visual disturbances return. Have to take multiple days off due to headache induced vision anomalies.
Over the last year I could feel my self slipping away, math, reasoning, name recall, self control and fighting the impulse just to knock someone's teeth down their throat because once again I am being told "But your alright now RIGHT?" when you try to explain to someone about the pain, sense of lose or the fragging side effects of the medicines you have to take just to start you day with.

My own PCP does not understand why I am not willing to make conditional calls for jet engine parts for commercial operators. Or understand why I believe the industrial manufacturing environment is not safe for me to be walking around in and on elevated surfaces. Even though the QEEG report identified 20% loss of gray matter located between the left and right hemispheres, roughly about the size of my fist. This doc believes take these pills and get back to work
The pills help but they do not take the pain, confusion and low frustration level. The root cause has not been addressed. Another band aid will not work. Waiting is what I am worried about. From the original MRI in 2005 compared to the QEEG results in 2017 the damage may grow. The wife believes the dead area is about one half to two thirds complete to what she remembers. Will the damaged area continue to grow even this many years after the accident

Dr Celeste sets out the case for stress resulting from TBI. As she says, it's too complex to explore thoroughly.
In my case, the gravity of my injury was not known because the hospital did CT scans instead of MRIs.
I was told I had a right frontal lobe bleed & I could go back to work & forget all about it. No rehab., little follow-up.
I taught for 15 years, with insomnia, depression, colitis, appendicitis and finally a seizure. My brain was telling my body "STOP!".
Finally an MRI revealed diffuse axonal injury; my brain had been thrown around, neurons torn plus damage to both frontal lobes.
The crazy stress I was suffering made it impossible to work.

Why racetam nuerotransmittes banned by the fda in 2009. Despite presidental authority to permit marijunia! Oxyigen is more important butt fda banned piracetam? What the dr lawyers and accountants in dc up too! Icd and dsm diseases based in stress. Oxyigen prevents cortisol release ( my opinion). Green tea alters potentially dna structure ( starting reasearch).