What Does Damage to the Frontal Lobes Look Like 30 Years Post-Brain Injury?

Hi my name is less I am 44 years old and I have suffered two tbi's 1 in 1998 I fell off a mountain in Joshua Tree California estimated around age 60 to 70 footfall I was pronounced dead and retrieved in the helicopter I was in a coma for 15 days I was only in my twenties set my wife at the time didn't know what to do I didn't get any medical help and then again my next accident was in 2019 I was thrown from a back of a truck and left laying in the road when someone finally realized I was unconscious the police to pick me up I didn't realize that I had been hurt they then took me to the hospital to see if I was okay I was totally unconscious and once again was in a coma for four days somehow the hospital let me out because I was screaming and yelling that I wanted to go home the nurses didn't realize but I still had so much blood in my brain I went two months before even realizing what it happened to me confused after the second month they still found that I had too much blood in my brain I now suffer with a shrinking frontal lobe and my left temporal lobe still has specks of blood in it my memory is off no one likes me and I can't make any sense of my own self I get lost daily trying to figure life out I understand a lot of you on what you're saying on here sometimes I think yesterday what's today I can't remember what happened more than 3 days ago more less even yesterday when I look at numbers I get scared I can't spell worth crap I get mad very easy and think that everyone is against me and doesn't like me sometimes I talk so much and so fast people can't understand me my vision is all off and when I look at something we try to read it looks like roadmaps when people say things to me I sometimes don't understand them and they say that I put together things backwards I'm trying to fight for my disability now and waiting to see if the medicines are working I have had several seizures and I wake up a lot of times at night and my wife says I'm shaking really bad my headaches come and go sometime so bad they're like just to sit in the dark I talk to myself sometimes but don't make any sense I pray that I get my disability so I can try to start working on things help myself without having income it's really hard every job I have I lose within a week because they say I'm either too much or not enough I can't sit still and it bounced around like a rabbit trying to do projects sometimes I feel like a little kid trying to learn things that I should already know my my prayers and love are with all of you and we all tried to get through these days that I we are faced with the challenge of healing the scariest thing I find are the seizures sometimes when you wake up and your shaking and you can't stop it's kind of scary or when you're talking to someone in your arm just starts jerking are your legs twitch or your legs hurt so bad sometimes my wife gets upset with me a lot because she doesn't understand me and I don't really understand her sometimes I think I make sense but people say I'm the one that has something wrong with me when I think it's them once again I love all of you and send all my prayers we're all in this fight together thank you to the doctor for helping us

Hello Dr. Gafman PhD
My name is Dan. I'm 49, I fell 20 to 30 feet in 1977. I've gone without treatment or diagnosis. I landed on cement and my forehead hit the lead gas line. I live in my car, I have no one to help me, I am wondering if there is some way you could help.